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Saturday, March 21, 2009

Why didn i PING during the match wif Ruimin?!-so dont understand myself-
was as if i was just trng or dreaming-.-wad's wrong wif me these days?
Just because they're pro doesn mean i cant beat them.
I tried for the under 15 top 8 wif a xiao qiu girl and lost 3-1,but again,i din noe wad was on my mind then...
wtf,i really need to fan xing yi xia.I'm so tired yet so angry wif myself,ruimin's match was so fast just with a blink of the eye and we were shaking hands,i din try tt was wad upsetted me.
i was glad u din give me tt attitude again, i love your smile esp when we shook hands.Thanks.
I've indeed gained experience from the match wif ruimin though i wasn trying my best.
When you look me in the eyes,it was scary,just like you always are.
My dearest senior i hope you'll remember me even after you graduate.love ya!

Come to think of it, I am really upset at the thought of all the sec4s leaving us this year. I do know how early it is to think of this but....How will the team be like without them? I bet if any sec4s read this, they will be smiling ego-ingly in front of the computer, but at the same time, feel sad.(Dont think i forgot RUIMIN! "hey without MY batch,RGTT cant get double champs lorr"shall we prove our dear sec 4s wrong?can we?we'll try)Sigh. It's only when I entered RGTT, when I truely felt the meaning of the phrase "team spirit". RGTT brought me to tears,cried along wif me(opps i make it sound like a nice thing,i'm truely sorry and i know you all know where i'm coming from, esp C div'08 thank you all so much for the card Siling if you remember,love ya.I really hoped you guys have forgiven me though it has left a scar in me that i will never forget but i'm truely apologetic bout my 2 matches which i lost to your horror.sorry RGTT and i will try to make up for my wrong-doings. but thanks C div'08 for your comfort and motivation u gave for me to carry on), shared moments of happiness tgt. We were always as ONE. You know its not like any other teams just like when I was in st nicks. I mean yes I was always in a team playing, laughing, cheering and so on. However, that isnt what I thought team spirit ought to be.Being a captain,it was easy just saying(i ordered,i'm sorry juniors) and they obediently listened and obeyed,they were afraid of me. haha,brings back happy memories.But i never did feel the zest to win and to sorrow when i lost in pri sch as we were very scattered.(we alienated many)Now i feel the NEED to win for the sch to bring glory to rgtt. At least I can say those were in the past, I din't CRY as a team, I din't really look forward to school trainings, coz they were all boring. haha. But RGTT is different, it's UNIQUE. MY BATCH is oh so fantastic!love you WEILIN N HANZHEN!(you 2 ducky and crabby)juniors are so loving and seniors esp sec 4s are just oh my gosh,i tend to get stunned whenever the pros come for sch trngs(Syl,Ruimin,Sam,Kaiying,etc).Thanks for being there laughing and of course staying suddenly quiet when coaches comes near,trng has been fantastic. oh man why am I talking about these? Oh-wells,I just wana say Sec4'09 you guys are FABULOUS! <3
My life evolves around acedemics and table tennis, is that wad i want?wad i hope to do well in?

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Sherilyn Tan/sherry

the gal: She turned 13 in the year 2008,and you may give her a b’dae pressie on 21st July. She loves and misses her primary school, CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS’ SCHOOL and her beloved class SEXy(6C) and being a six-cherrytean was simply unforgettable. She has graduated to the one and only prestigious and affluent RAFFLES GIRLS’ SCHOOL(SECONDARY) and is now the ever optimistic and enthusiastic player of RGTT!
her loves:She loves anything and anyone cool! She loves being with everyone who is kind and helpful. She fell in love with the colour purple and black when she was 12 and continues to like sky-blue and hot pink at the same time. She also likes cute cuddly and nice-to-hug toys, and she eats lots of junk food. She enjoys reading interesting books which can improve her school work, msning, reading other’s blogs and watching Chinese shows. She, too, loves the feeling of accomplishment. Times she got praised or done good deeds were times which are kept in her heart forever; and she loves standing out from others. Last but not least, she loves table tennis which is her passion. She always promises herself to train hard, put in all she can and never give up no matter how bad things get.
her hates:She hates getting bad results in school and hates to lose in terms of sports. She hates her parents’ consistent nagging and she can’t stand being ignored. She hates impatient, selfish and act-cool people who only thinks of themselves and she can’t stand being reprimanded and staying in a non-air-con room.And betrayers!
her dream:Her dream overall GPA Is 3.2 for every school year coming and hopes to improve her table tennis skills. She wishes for a TRUE friend by her side who will always be there for her to celebrate happy times and to cry over unhappy moments. She also wishes to get into a triple science class in year 2010 and dreams to study medicine when she gets older. “When I grow up, I wanna be a star, drive nice cars…” She wants to pamper herself with everything in the future. She hopes to become as good in everything as ------.(her admirer)
Her personal quotes: “The hard work you put in will always pay off, just wait and see.” She believes in it. This is another one: ”When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.” This does sound pessimistic but it’s reality. There will always be obstacles in life and lastly: “don’t worry, be happy.”