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Saturday, October 11, 2008

I'm worried.Wad if all these hard work i had put in for EYAs all gone down the drain? Will i achieve what i want in the end?What if i dont get what i wanted? Is it worth it to study so hard, so hard for just one week n a day of EYAs, wasting so many papers to do revision, killing so many trees,killing my com, wasting my time i have compromised for my sleep?I have gave up on my studies. Of all that i have done, is it worth it?Or did i just not work hard enough?i THOUGHT i did.
i screwed my maths up.damn it.i screwed the subject which i placed all my hopes on.wat's gonna become of me?urgh.i hate it.why can't i be as smart as the rest of them...i hate myself;a lot

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Sherilyn Tan/sherry

the gal: She turned 13 in the year 2008,and you may give her a b’dae pressie on 21st July. She loves and misses her primary school, CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS’ SCHOOL and her beloved class SEXy(6C) and being a six-cherrytean was simply unforgettable. She has graduated to the one and only prestigious and affluent RAFFLES GIRLS’ SCHOOL(SECONDARY) and is now the ever optimistic and enthusiastic player of RGTT!
her loves:She loves anything and anyone cool! She loves being with everyone who is kind and helpful. She fell in love with the colour purple and black when she was 12 and continues to like sky-blue and hot pink at the same time. She also likes cute cuddly and nice-to-hug toys, and she eats lots of junk food. She enjoys reading interesting books which can improve her school work, msning, reading other’s blogs and watching Chinese shows. She, too, loves the feeling of accomplishment. Times she got praised or done good deeds were times which are kept in her heart forever; and she loves standing out from others. Last but not least, she loves table tennis which is her passion. She always promises herself to train hard, put in all she can and never give up no matter how bad things get.
her hates:She hates getting bad results in school and hates to lose in terms of sports. She hates her parents’ consistent nagging and she can’t stand being ignored. She hates impatient, selfish and act-cool people who only thinks of themselves and she can’t stand being reprimanded and staying in a non-air-con room.And betrayers!
her dream:Her dream overall GPA Is 3.2 for every school year coming and hopes to improve her table tennis skills. She wishes for a TRUE friend by her side who will always be there for her to celebrate happy times and to cry over unhappy moments. She also wishes to get into a triple science class in year 2010 and dreams to study medicine when she gets older. “When I grow up, I wanna be a star, drive nice cars…” She wants to pamper herself with everything in the future. She hopes to become as good in everything as ------.(her admirer)
Her personal quotes: “The hard work you put in will always pay off, just wait and see.” She believes in it. This is another one: ”When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.” This does sound pessimistic but it’s reality. There will always be obstacles in life and lastly: “don’t worry, be happy.”