you're my guardian dinosaur

Monday, July 28, 2008

sometimes i wish, that if i could start life all over again, would i choose this same path? since the day i was born, i bet i had wished i wasnt in this world. if right from the start when i was in kindergarten, if i had not been in modeling, but chose other sports instead would my life now be better? if i had not gone to st nick's and had gone to other schs like ai tong for instance,would i be happier now? if i had not choosen table tennis all over again, or if i had insisted to cont modeling would i feel better? if only i had nt join table tennis in pri 3... i bet my life would be 100 times better now. if i had taken badminton would i hv a better life now?i have lost interest in table tennis already...i dun see the point conting... if only life was a time turner and whenever you feel you've made a wrong decision you could go back and correct it, if only these were true, life would be so much better... i suppose this is a rather unforgiving world cos everytime i realise i made a wrong decision it dosent allow me to make another one to correct it, instead i hv to live with it and live through it for 4 long years torturing myself again and again. i really wished i had followed my parents and quit TT...shit...now i no longer noe where i m or which direction i m goin...TT looks like no future for me,how should i cont life???

Labels: life sucks

I LOVE YOU 2:36 AM

profile

Sherilyn Tan/sherry

the gal: She turned 13 in the year 2008,and you may give her a b’dae pressie on 21st July. She loves and misses her primary school, CHIJ ST NICHOLAS GIRLS’ SCHOOL and her beloved class SEXy(6C) and being a six-cherrytean was simply unforgettable. She has graduated to the one and only prestigious and affluent RAFFLES GIRLS’ SCHOOL(SECONDARY) and is now the ever optimistic and enthusiastic player of RGTT!
her loves:She loves anything and anyone cool! She loves being with everyone who is kind and helpful. She fell in love with the colour purple and black when she was 12 and continues to like sky-blue and hot pink at the same time. She also likes cute cuddly and nice-to-hug toys, and she eats lots of junk food. She enjoys reading interesting books which can improve her school work, msning, reading other’s blogs and watching Chinese shows. She, too, loves the feeling of accomplishment. Times she got praised or done good deeds were times which are kept in her heart forever; and she loves standing out from others. Last but not least, she loves table tennis which is her passion. She always promises herself to train hard, put in all she can and never give up no matter how bad things get.
her hates:She hates getting bad results in school and hates to lose in terms of sports. She hates her parents’ consistent nagging and she can’t stand being ignored. She hates impatient, selfish and act-cool people who only thinks of themselves and she can’t stand being reprimanded and staying in a non-air-con room.And betrayers!
her dream:Her dream overall GPA Is 3.2 for every school year coming and hopes to improve her table tennis skills. She wishes for a TRUE friend by her side who will always be there for her to celebrate happy times and to cry over unhappy moments. She also wishes to get into a triple science class in year 2010 and dreams to study medicine when she gets older. “When I grow up, I wanna be a star, drive nice cars…” She wants to pamper herself with everything in the future. She hopes to become as good in everything as ------.(her admirer)
Her personal quotes: “The hard work you put in will always pay off, just wait and see.” She believes in it. This is another one: ”When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.” This does sound pessimistic but it’s reality. There will always be obstacles in life and lastly: “don’t worry, be happy.”